Monday, February 18, 2008

peeing ... nothing more than peeing ...

so, my back isn't hurting ... my system seems to be returning to normal ... maybe i'll get a call from the dr. today about the results of my c.t. scan friday afternoon ... i dunno.
does it feel weird to anybody but me to feel like something's not quite right with your body, but not know what it is exactly, and therefore not know what to do about it, and yet, it's sort of okay, so just go on ahead and hope for the best, especially if you're feeling better ... ?

6 comments:

julie ann said...

yeah, bodies are so weird, dude. i once had a 12-inch-long roundworm happily living in my small intestine for about a year & i was never the wiser, until one day he made his way out into the world! true story...

anyway, best wishes for a most expeditious recovery.

journeyingrick said...

WOO HOOOO!!!
okay, that's frightening.
i wonder if there's a roundworm in my kidney?
good times...................
;-0

KellyLawson22 said...

So also-- I just read your profile (not sure where an appropriate place is to post this, so here it will land)-- do you knit? Really? I tried to teach myself one day and Billy saw how frustrated I was with it and decided to teach himself so he could teach ME. Turns out, he's WAY better at it than I am. And he just bought himself a fancy book about knitting men stuff or something-- it's crazy, really-- but let the boy knit!

journeyingrick said...

i do indeed knit! i learned in december, when some awesome friends at journey, knitters, got me and my wife some knitting lessons, we got into it, and i LOVE knitting. it's a blast. relaxing. i can't do email or study or do anything productive while i'm knitting. it's like sabbath.

Chiron' said...

Yes I totally understand that horrible feeling of confused doubt and the insidious anxiety that it can create.

As you well know, you have three choices: let the fear come out as anger (see photo of cat playing quake 3 arena)

Let fear come out in it's pure form: tears.

Or 3, negate the fear with trust and faith in Spirit to carry you through the scary times.

Sometimes, when it's really bad, I have to do all three. (only, now nobody will play Quake with me anymore : ( LOL


Up brother....go UP. Let me know if you would wish some deep tissue energy work. I offer no promises for results, but I'm willing to do what I can.

journeyingrick said...

you are the MAN!!!! thank you brother ...